Thursday, December 31, 2009

An another year passed.....AGAIN

Here we go again. An another year passed and I have nothing memorable from this year. My summer was the worst that I ever had in my life, the school is still boring, and this was the year when me and my friends had a lot of disagreements. I feel so sorry about that. But of course there are good things even if there are a little. In this year's begging me and Merci was a huge fan of twilight so we did paint each other like vampires. Or maybe we just wanted to cause we looked like two ill jailbirds. We were running around in her house because we didn't want her mother to see us.
 It was funny, but she did find out, and she gave us a  "what's the problem with you guys?" look. My luck that his father wasn't at home. I remember that a few days later we to ice skating to a lake which froze over. I love skating on lakes, and actually it was
 huge and flat. It was funny. We brought hot tea with us and we put it down on the ice and when we left and picked up the tea the ice was melting in a circle where the tea was. And merci just fell. Well it was memorable. She was watching some guys playing hockey and she just fell on her back cause she didn't notice a huge snow mound. I was laughing and she was shouting with me to help her.

Then there were other sleepovers, and actually I don't really remember of them, just one when my parents and my my older sister went to a trip to Italy for a weekend. Merci stayed with me for the whole weekend and we did crazy things. Around this time we started doing fittness and we wrapped ourselves in foil to sweat. It was weird. I don't put up a picture of that cause we are half naked so... Then we went to my cousin's wedding. I remembet that I was searching for the best dress for weeks. 
 Then I found a black mini dress. It was gorgeous. And I got a lot of questions about it. Then the school finished and we went to my class form's weekend house with Merci and four of my girlfriends for a week. It was the best part of my summer. We usually went to running and we went shopping together and of course to the beach. Then the school started and we had fights with Merci. It was a really bad beggining for a year. But we discussed it and we are fine now. So since the school started the only good thing was the premiere of New moon. We saw it together with a bunch of friends. And then now here and another year passed. But we had a really good Christmas. This was my year. I mean the good things. Of course I don't really remember to some things but it was a acceptable year for me. My New-Year's pledge is that I won't fight with my friends cause they are really important for me. Sometimes I just don't know why are we celebrating the NewYear. Just an another year pass away, and we are a year older. It is so bad. But anyways, I hope you'll have a really good New Year. And for those who are going out: Have a wonderful night! Happy New Year!


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Occlusion from my friends, Bookaholic

I feel like I've been at home for years now instead of a week. I don't do anything just reading and eating. Honestly I started to worry about my size. :) I didn't do any sports since the first week of December. I have to do something, cause I'll look like my snoring pig. I've read Fantasy Lover, A hunger like no other, Eclipse, and now I'm reading The time traveller's wife, and I can't wait to read Dear John which I bought today. I'm irrevocably a bookaholic. But this is all of my friends fault, cause they can't say a date which is actually good for all of them to make something together, and I have to do something to spend the day, so I usually drag myself to my bookself in my pajamas and take down a book. But yesterday I realised that I haven't got one which I didn't read before, so me and my mom went to shop today and I bought Dear John as I mentioned.  So I'm free all week long if my books won't consume me.

We went to a huge hipermarket where you can get everything. Expect Nicholas Sparks' Dear John. I didn't lose my enthusiasm I rememberd that outside of the hipermarket part it has a small bookstore. I went into it, and after like 5 minutes I found what I was looking for. I was really satisfied with myself. I LOVE buying books. We went into a shoe shop too, and I bought a cute mule. :)
Me and Merci couldn't meet since the Christmas party, cause we always had something to do and this makes me upset. I really miss her. She had to go to make her nails done, she had to go to her grandparents, and stuffs like that. And today she and her dad bought a doggy. A little puppy. She said that he is sooooo cute. I can't wait to see him at the New Year's party which will be in her house this Thursday. Now I'm going, I want to finish The time traveller's wife. Have a good night!


Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas haul: Part 2 (family)

I know I had gone, but I was reading the Fantasy lover by Sherillyn Kenyon, and now I'm reading Eclipse. So the best day of the year has just passed away so qiuckly. I'm so sad.
I know that in many countries people gíve presents at Christmas day. But in my place we used to give them to each other at Christmas Eve. We don't really have any traditions, but of course we have a daily routine. When we wake up we usually have breakfast together. After that if we don't have a chritsmas tree, my dad have to go and buy one, but usually we do buy the tree before this day. So me and my sisters decorate it together. My parents don't really, cause they are cooking and cleaning the house. Then we have a few hours of nothing-to-do-and-just-hanging-out time and when it gets dark we give our presents to each other. After all the wrapping paper tearing we have our Christmas dinner which is around 5pm, and we usually just spend the evening together, talking, taking pictures and stuffs like that.
I wanted to talk about my presents. From my parents I got a book, The time traveller's wife, I got two OPI nail polishes, 1. Pamplona Purple 2. Lincoln park after dark. I was shocked. Just because my mom told me that it's too expensive for a nail polish, she did buy it for me. She said we only have Christmas one time a year! What a cutie! I also got money and a translator which is pretty useful for me now. I got bed linens, sheets. You know we always got things like that.
From my younger sister I got a nail polish dryer! I was like OMG. I didn't hear about that before. It works amazingly. It dries my nails in a minute. It's really cool. I also got a perfume. I told you before that I bought the Espirit's VIP life for one of my girlfriends and I was so sad that I didn't buy one for myself cause it was so unexpensive. But my sweety sister bought it for me. I was lik YAY! :)
And from my older sister I got Stephenie Meyer's Eclipse, a make-up palette which has gorgeous colours, a Remington hair straightener doily I mean it has curling irons too and it's so good, and also for joke I got an eye mask for the night if I can't sleep. Actually I was always whining that the lights come to my room from the street and it's so bad, but I son't know how can people sleep with eye masks on.
So I hope you'll have/had a great holiday. Merry Chritmas!!!


Saturday, December 19, 2009

Christmas haul: Part 1 (friends)

Me and my friends gave presents to each other today. We celebrated Christmas at school, which was the last day, and it was just so amazing. I never had a day like this at school. 
We moved the pews into six big tables. So everyone could sit with their friends. We put table-covers and vaporizers with orange volatile oil on them. We took the presents under our Christmas tree, I  mean like all the 24 presents, plus all these which we brought for friends. Another good thing was that my friend brought a lot of candies, like a huge bag was full with chritsmas candies. And the last which made us to feel the christmas spirit was the music. So it was wonderful. But actually we did cry. Just because a friend goes out of the country, and we'll only see her in January, which is really joyless. Theoretically we shall have a math lesson before the party, but the teacher just "forget" about it.
So as I mentioned before we gave presents to each other. I start with my Merci. I gave her a really gorgeus bag, a scooby-doo, and a christmas card (it's a tradition for us, don't ask why). She gave me a smaller make-up palette, a really cute phone case, and I got a snoring pig which moves its ear. :) It's so funny. Oh and chocolate and the christmas card.
For two of ours friends we bought presents together. We bought both for them a teddy-bear and it has a little coat with this: Merry Christmas! They are actually really cute, and they were so in love with them. So I got from them a candle doily, which is pink and I just love it, a pair of earrings, and chocolate.
The embarassing was that I was sick, as you know, and I heard it with one ear, that two of our girlfriends are buying us something. I couldn't go and buy them anything, but I asked my mom to buy chocolate. So I gave them chocolate, and I got a pair of earrings (what a surprise :D) and a mug, with a little reindeer, and my name on it. My friend did it. I couldn't believe it.
And my cutie form master. I bought her a huge box of sweets, and she was like wait for me while the others go home, and so did I, and she gave me a present. I almost fell over, cause I alredy got a scarf from her, which she brought from London, and now she gave me a a pair of earrings (again :)). So she is just the loveliest person in the world. I love her.
And the last thing. The pulling. I got pulled by a boy. We don't even talk, but he bought me a normal present. I got a rexona box. You know those ones, which are really for presents, and a box of cherry queen. I don't like that kind of chocolate but he was sweet anyways.
When we were going gome, we did say our goodbyes. It was so emotional. I mean we acted like we are not gonna see each other for like a million years, but hey, we love each other so much. When I got home I showed all my present for my mom, and she liked the snoring pig the best. Then I went to sleep, cause I felt so bad. I don't know why. Maybe I'm still sick, or maybe I sick again. I just can't eat. Whenever I eat something I wanna throw out. That's not really good.

And OH MY GOSH. The snow is really beautiful here. It has been snowing since this afternoon, and we have really big snow, so I tried to take pictures but it didn't go well, cause it's dark outside, so I'm sorry. These pictures are the best. So I'm going to do part 2, if I get my presents from my family. I'm so excited.


Thursday, December 17, 2009

Extended holiday for me

Well yeah! My holiday actually started last Friday, cause I didn't need to go to school, and so I didn't go this week, and my holiday starts at actually next Monday. I mean officially. It starts at the weekend, cause the last day we have to go to school is Saturday, but that means only 3 hours, then a boring Christmas party, and then the presents. I mean we have this thing in our school, that we pull a name from a hat, or a bag or anything and we have to buy a present for that person. I was lucky, I pulled one of my girlfriends' name. So we have to give the presents to each other, and say something about the person you got. So that's kinda a Class-Christmas.
So my point was that I go to school tomorrow. My friends alredy hate me, and I don't want to bend the chord. :) I wasn't at school this whole week, and they've been doing so many things. Like writing exams, having double English lessons (which is DISGUSTING), so they are just full of everything, and we write an exam tomorrow too. So I was like ok, I'll go to school, and write it with them.
Oh and poor Merci. She thought that I go to school on Tuesday. And she was calling me every single day, asking when I'm gonna drag my butt into school. Word by word. Actually I was mad at her, she acted like I have no problems, like I sit at home and doing parties, sunbathing or idk. Ahh I wrote it down alredy.
Now I only write down this mess cause I'm waiting for my mom to call me, cause we go to shopping. I mean we'll do the whole food-fight for Christmas in a big supermarket. And It's so boring to wait for her.
And the last thing I wanted to say is that someone who is blogging mentioned me in her blog so I'll do the same cause I love the way she writes, and I think she does it pretty good. Her name is Trecia. So check out her blog.


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

This year's first, real snow

Hey Guys. So you know, I grudgingly believe in meteorologists. In my town, they've been telling us that snowing can be expected for like weeks now. Well, there was no snow.
Yesterday evening I watched TV, and saw the weather report. They said that in the morning we can expect snow. I was like, ok another wrong alerting. But when I woke up I saw this.
I was like OMG. My luck is that I'm not going to school this week, cause as you know I'm sick, but that was just wonderful. I mean watching it from the window, it's really beatiful, but I hate it when my boots are actually wet INSIDE. But hey, it's just sooo amazing. Merci called me like a minute ago, and she is just in a depression. :) She doesn't know how to go to school without endind in her butt, sitting on the ground. And this snow is just like 1cm at all. And supposedly it will be snowing all week long. I hope we'll have a white Christmas day. It's so extraordinary.

I can imagine my mom's face, when she woke up this morning, and looked out of the window. She loves snow, but just in that way as me. Watching it from the warm house. She hates it when she is freezing. I mean she's really the one, who goes out and in like 1 minute her fingers are tottally frozen. We should live in a mediterranean place. I told her that a few times. :) So, I know people invedted cars before, but she doesn't like driving in this slippery road. So I will solace her, when she arrives home.
Ahh, I didn't mentioned before. Mom is so bad at lying. She just fudging on my present all the time. One time she says that she bougt everything, and in the next minute she says that she bought nothing and she has to hurry. And you know she couldn't buy me the OPI polishes (If she really couldn't) , but yesterday evening, we met in the kitchen, and she looked at my finger nails, and then at hers. She said she wants OPI too, and she wants to go, and buy it with me. I was like, didn't you said that you couldn't buy any. And she was like yeah. So she just talked indiscriminate. So now I'm confused. I just don't know what will I get. Until yesterday I had a few ideas, but now, I'm groping in absolute gloom.
8 more days till the holiday. Merry Christmas everyone!!!!


Monday, December 14, 2009

Is it like....normal?

I've been so sick since Saturday. I had temperature too, and it was so bad. I hate it. So the thing is that I think I have flu. Don't get me wrong, I went to a doctor, but my observation is that the doctor's just look at you, and they give you antibiotics. So that happened to me today. I didn't even finished my speech about my complains, when the doctor springed at me. She just wanted to stuck down that stupid stick in my mouth. But she's my doctor since I bornt, so she knows that I don't like it too much, but I think my blink was enough horrible, and she took down the stick. So I got a lot of medicines and I drink coldrex all the time. But I was like a little girl, I didn't want to drink any more, cause whenever I drink one, I feel like I wanna throw out. But now I feel a little better.

But there's something you have to know. I got sick because I went to an aquapark with Merci. But it was at night. And it was really cold, I mean that cold that the other day was snowing. So in this cold weather we went out to the outer pool. At night. And if that still not enough, I went home with wet hair. (I went home by car) So I know I was stupid. I know. I messed up. But my dad was literally shouting with me, who is the embodiment of calmness. My mom was actually really calmed, but she is the one who is really edgy all the time. And as you guys know, I wanted OPI nail polishes for Christmas. My mom couldn't get them. She said that the shop only sells them for manicurists. What a crap. Of course, it's Hungary.

Anyways the aquapark, was just amazing. I had a really good time like this a long time ago. We laughed a lot. So Merci. I wanted to say a few words about her. Right now she is really mad at me. I mean, she says that she is mad at herself, but I know her. She is mad at me cause I didn't go skating with her, and I don't go to school, while she sucks in school. I get it, but I didn't choose it. I would have better things to do than laying in the bed all day, cause it's kinda boring. And my back is hurting too. I don't know. She thinks that I have a wonderful time, while I almost choke all the time when I cough. But I talked to her, and now I think slowly we will be fine. I hope. I love her. She is my best friend. She's like my sister. I don't like it when she's mad at me.


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Why the life is so unfair?

Okay, I didn't go totally crazy, I was just wondering. I have a lot of friends who is going trough a really hard time of their lives, and half of them are really important too. There are some people who don't want to talk about it, and there are people, who can't get better without a talk. Personally I have a huge problem too, for almost 4 years now. I'm in those people's group who don't like to talk about their problems, just keep it to themselves. Well, that's really who I am. I don't want people to feel sorry about my situation. Okay, they actually would never think that I have a problem like this.I never act like a suffering crone. I try to smile no matter what happened, and it's so not easy sometimes. I told it to my best friend just in this summer. So you might understand me.
I only write down this story because of somebody, who is really sad about a death, and for some other friends, who don't feel very well.
So the whole thing started like 4 years before at around Christmas time. My dad came home, and he didn't really felt good. He always had temperature, and he felt bad, but it went like this for months. Whenever he went to a doctor, they always told him, that is just some stressing, and that's why he is ill all the time. Well, he got enough of doctors, and when he was ill again, he didn't go to any at all. And of course he didn't care about what we were thinking. We thought that he should go back to a doctor or something, but he was just adamant. So I don't really know how it happened, cause I was on holiday, you know out of town, but my mom called and I could hear something in her voice, which I haven't heard before. Something like....rue or fear. When I got home, she told me that dad has cancer. And it isn't going in any right ways. He had it a lot of parts of his body. This was the hardest thing ever for me to accept. I had never felt like that before. My dad was waiting for surgery like 3-4 days, and every second was dangerous for him. I hated the waiting, every day was so long. But the only thing that gave me strength was my dad's attitude. I swear that he was behaving like nothing happened. He was whistling and joking all the time. I just couldn't understand. I even thought about that he doesn't care about it. But now I get it. He said that if he would be sad, or really mad, nothing will change, he can't change things with his anger or sadness.
So here we now, after 4 years, and he is still in his best mood, and yes, he is still ill. None of us know if he get better or not. We just have hopes, but the time goes really fast, and sometimes I'm just worried.
So I just wanted to say that if you have something bad going on your life, you shouldn't be unhappy, or mad, cause you will fix nothing with it. I've learnt it. You can bet.


Monday, December 7, 2009

Late night essay!

I hate writing essays. I hate them so much. I have two write two. Awesome. I have only a night to finish and learn them. And why I'm blogging, when I should learn? I feel so tired. I had training today, so that could be a really good reason, but I don't wanna revile my trainer. But, actually he is really crazy nowadays. There is something you must have to know. Me and my friend...yes, Merci...:) we can talk without words. I mean we didn't learn any semiology, but we are best friends for 6 years now, and we have that ability, that we know what's the other thinking when we look at each other, about the way we look at each other. Our newer friends always freak out, that we don't need words for a simple dialogue. So our trainer just noticed it, and he is always disrupt us, because we always talking. I always argue with him just in my mind, that we doesn't really talking. We just look at each other and lauhg...sometimes. But come on! Why have to be a simple training like a drilling.(It's a funny sentence :D) Why we have to do the things without a word? Isn't it about having fun and stuffs like that? I don't get it. I'll ask him about that! :)
As you can see I'm a bit silly. It must be my tiredness. So my point in this whole entry is that I have to learn sooo much, and I don't know how to do it. Maybe I just get up earlier in the morning, but I don't think it will work...waking up before 6. It's 10pm here right now, so it's kinda impossible. So pray for me tomorrow. The bad thing is that we will recite, and I'm always the first one with this teacher.
So good nigth for everyone, who don't have to stay awake.


Sunday, December 6, 2009

I'm obsessed with Christmas shopping!

I love arragements for Christmas, and I love shopping for my friends and family. I love to see the happiness on their faces, when they open a present and find something which they really wanted to get before. Yesterday I didn't do anything else, just shopping. At 8 am I went with my mom, and we bought a lof of food, beverages, and some presents for Santa. I don't know the traditions in other places, but in my town we have a fest called Santa on the 6th of December. In this day we get presents like chocolate for the good children and birch for the bad ones. I never got birch before. :) But I don't know if I'll get one this year. I was good. I think. So the point is that is an other feast here.

When we got home it was alredy 10am. We at lunch, and we went straight to a mall, where I bought a perfume for one of my girlfriends. It's Esprit-VIP life. Actually I'm in love with it, but I bought it for her, cause I have way too much perfumes, and I don't need a new one. But I had to persuade myself about it in the mall. It was funny. :) I also bought a huge box of Merci sweeties for my class form. (Merci is just the name of the chocolate, like kitkat, or milka, and it's sooo good) I bought a book for my sister. And a mascara. Which is really good. I only bought it for her because she is not as obsessed with make up like I am, so she always uses a noname one. I bought her a maybelline one, the yellow. I don't know the name of that, but I always use Maybelline and I'm in love with it. I also bought a bag and a big scooby-doo for my best friend, Merci. She likes that dog a lot. :) I also bought other tiny tots, but I won't write them all down. I have to buy presents for my dad, and some of my friends, which I think I'm gonna do next weekend, and I'm done. We got home around 6pm. I was tired, but I don't how in the evening I couldn't sleep at all, so I watched TV until 11:30pm.
I'm gonna write down my christmas list, but I don't know which things I'm gonna get. I can't wait till Christmas.
1. Stephenie Meyer: Eclipse (It's a must have)
2. OPI nail polishes (I want a lot of colors, but the two which I really want are, Pamplona Purple, and Lincoln park after dark)
3. Sweats!!! (In a lot of bright colors, like pink, blue, green, etc.)
4. Make-up palettes. 
5. Audrey Niffeneger-The time traveller's wife

These are the things that I really want. Let me know what you guys want!


Thursday, December 3, 2009

Why do we offend each other all the time?

Me and my mom just can't bear each other sometimes. Or maybe just me. I mean maybe sometimes I can't bear her. I think the problem is so compound...There are a lot of reasons.
First of all, I think we are the same person. We have so many equal attributes. And for me this isn't always the best. My mom is kinda the person who is If-I-say-something-that-must-be-true type! And it's always brings me into awkward situations. She always follows just what is in her mind, no matter what anybody says. And she's always stressing on something! ALWAYS! Our same attribute is that we both are really portentous. I mean, we always just see the bad things in everything. And I can't help it, no matter how I try. And the other thing is the stressing. I'm the same like her. She just got mad in a second, and so me. I think that's why we just offend each other all the time.
Today I asked her to help me write an essay, because I had to do it with the eldest woman member in my family, but I don't want to go out of the city, so I'm doing it with her. So I asked her to do the first three questions, but she was watching tv, something sappy series which she saw before, and she said that she's coming when it's over. Of course I got mad immediately.Not just because of this. My day was bad too. Me and my friend just got into a fight with each other, I wrote a stupid pleading, and I had to write an another essay too, which I wrote for two hours. Of course I wasn't in my best mood. And her series are more important to her than me. So when she finally came to my room, and I asked her a question, she couldn't answer at all. She said that I should think of something and write it down. But come on, it's an interview. She HAS to answer all of my questions. So when we got out of our disagreement, her phone started to ring. I almost pluck out all my hair. She was talking on the phone like half hour, so I went to shower. It was 7pm when so got to my room, and asked what's the matter. And I started to cry. I hate this in myself. When I'm so angry, I just cry. It's so embarassing. So we didn't do anything, and I didn't want to leave it for the weekend cause I had another plans, but as it seems I'll have to write my essay, and saty at home. Cool.
I love her! I really do! I couldn't live without her,I don't know what will I do If I ever lose her. But we have problems..... But who hasn't? So I always just think about the old times, when I was a child, and we were always playing. She was kissing me all the time like everywhere. Oh and she does it right now too. It's just anoying now, but back then it was so funny, and we had a really good relationship. She says that we don't talk now, and I never tell her anything, but hey, she is the one who is always in front of the TV. Ah! So I'm so much like her, but I hope that nothing will go bad between us. I love her!
I think I go and talk her a little!


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Baby all I want for christmas is you......

I can't get rid of this song. It stucked in my head. My classmates were listening to it all day, and otherwise I'm in love with it, but it is a bit annoying now. Did you have this feeling before? When for example you tried to sleep, but you couldn't cause you were singing something in your head? I know it is a weird phrasing, I mean "singing in your head" but that's the truth. You're singing the song without loud, and you can't stop thinking about that, no matter how much you try to think about something else. It's the wosrt ever. I'm in a christmas mood too, so that's not really helping me forget this song.
Also, I heard many people talking about the Clinique products. Everbody says that is soo good. Like they had so much acnes, and when they started using Clinique, they all had disapperared. I don't know! They all said it so convincingly. I've been using Neutrogena products for a really-really long time now, and it's working really great for me. It just ran through my head that my face is very oily, and maybe Clinique  could help, but I don't know. I just love Neutrogena. My heart will break if I buy something new. :) Let me know, if you have any advice, or any experiences about the two products, and help me which ones I should use.
And the last thing is that my fittness lessons's numbers dramatically dropped. I have only one in a week, and I need more. I love doing sports, especially that feeling, when you fall into bed, and sleep trough the night, and in the morning your body has that numb feeling. I mean you just feel that you did something. And I just love that. But right now my back hurts so bad, I don't know why.
At school nothing interesting happened to me. Lately we have duble english lessons, which is pretty boring, cause we had to read Charles Dicken's Christmas carol, and we are talking about that all the time. My teacher told us that we don't get the story. She didn't believe in us, so she carried us to the cinema to watch it in 3D. It was boring cause we were talking about so much, and I knew what's gonna happen. Oh and my friends call me Daffodil. :) Cause that's my last name. I mean I have two forenames, but I don't use it, and they didn't know about it, so they just call me daffo which sounds better in hungarian. It's nárcisz. It's cool, I think, but I don't use it. 


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

OPI, sushi, juicy couture....

First of all! Let me explain the title. I want OPI nail polishes soo much! I want to start collect them in December. I heard a lot of great reviews about them, and the colors are just wonderful. But I have no words to desccribe how beautiful they are!! Fisrt I want three colors, just to try them out.

1. No Spain No Gain NLE45
2. Lincoln Park After Dark NL W42
3. Yoga-ta Get this Blue! NLI47

I'm in love with these colors! I can't wait to finally paint my nails with them. I want them SO MUCH! The other thig is that today I didn't want to go to school. I was so tired and everything. I even talk with my friend, and she didn't wan to go either, but she made me to go! She said that it isn't fair, just staying at home, bacuse I feel like a crap. But I planned my whole day earlier. I wanted to order sushi, stay in bed all day, and watching movies, or reading. Or both of them. But I went to school. And it was boring!!!
So about the juicy couture thing....I'm in love with the juicy couture wallets, bags, necklaces and stuffs. They are so pretty, and so cute. I want to buy a bracelet! The one which is gold, and has a huge pendant on it, with this: JUICY! I love it! I don't know how much I will say it!
When I got home from school, I had to go to the bank, cause my credit card didn't have kind of a licence to use it with the internet. So I had to fix it, and let me add, that it is raining here so.....Today is just horrible. And I feel stiff because of the yesterday's trainig. I barely can move my arms.