Stressing on catastrophes

Before I saw New moon I read critics about the movie, and I was a bit incredulous. Someone said that people shouldn't do movies like the Twilight saga, because who didn't read the book, wouldn't understand the movie. They said that the whole movie is all about affliction that Edward left Bella, and she is just suffering all the time. Well it is, but it has a big message, which, as it seems, not everbody understands. Of course it's a lot easier to make a movie about the apocalypse like 2012 which is a movie that everbody can keep up with their brains, watching horrible things, and induce people to afraid of these things. And of course it's easier to make a movie like Paranormal city, where people have fears to look at the screen cause they don't know in which moment will someone die. Why shouldn't people do movies like the Twilight saga, which made and still making thousands of people read? Why shouldn't people do movies about true love which is an incredible example for anyone? Why should we watch movies about catastrophes? Don't we have enough? Twilight gives us a bit of sedation, and we can travel in a magical world, while we don't get that more than two hours has passed away, and we still don't want to step out of this world. It enchanted me. It was way better that I thought that it would be. The only thing I was furious about was the end of the movie. I won't tell anything, but who saw the movie, they get what I'm talking about, and I hope that they were as embarassed as I was. When me and my friends were walking out of the room, the cleaners were caunting the girls who were angry about the ending.

XOXO, LD

PS.: I got the inoculation for H1N1! I was so afraid! I hate pins so much. I can't bear them. So I didn't watched it at all, but it wasn't hurting. Just when the doctor pulled out the pin. I hope it will work, but I have to be careful for two more weeks! Who knows!

....and the mouse became a lion!

Sorry for the animalistic semblance, but my patience is finally over. I'm full with all the people who don't have any pride, self-esteem and as much tolerance as a fly which is always buzzing in your ears. These people's biggest mistake is that they can't see themselfs. In my judgement, the people who are gaping and laughing while an another person is crying, cause something horrible happened in the past, for example someone's father died, are means me inconsiderate. Oh, and not to meantion that these people are just always find something on you, so they can make comments, and later they can just insult everybody.

Today, when I started to see clear, I resolved that I will stand up for myself and for my friends, and I won't just release any hurting remarks past my ears. I will tell them that I hate them so much, as much that I can't even write it down. They don't have rights to judging a person without knowing how they act. They should judge themselfs before judging another, normal, patience, nice and intelligent people. They have as much brain as a monkey has. But I think a I went too far. A monkey surely has more mind than them. I'm so angry. I didn't met people like them before. And the most exasperating is that I can't do anything, and of course I'm so stupid that I feel bad cause I think that I might hurt them with my observation. I don't like hurting people even if they hurting me. It's one of my mistakes.

XOXO, LD

The twilight saga: New Moon

Yay! New Moon is coming on Thursday which is actually Friday morning, but I'm very excited about it! I wanted to go to the midnight screening, but my parents didn't let me, cause I have school on Friday, so I have to go on Sunday. I HAVE to wait till Sunday. What a mess!

But I've been reading and watching Twilight over and over and over again. And why are the girls so in love with it? I have a few particular reasons.

First of all there is Edward Cullen played by Robert Pattinson who is just perfectly fitting the character. He is so hot, and still when you look at him, he has a bit of that thrill that Edward has mainly.Not to talk about that Edward is just the perfect guy, forgetting the fact that he is a vampire. He is smart, intteligent,  funny, and incredibly romantic. If I have a guy like him, I would never let him go.  

Secondly, if someone doesn't like Edward, or Robert, we still have a sexy wolf, Jacob. I wouldn't say that Taylor was the perfect for Jacob, but in the second movie he looks really hot and he has that indian look, which is kinda suit the whole story.

To be honest I like the movie, but the book is my favourite. It's incredible. It shows that love is erratic, and it can make you do things you never thought possible before.And of course every gril can dream a little bit of her Edward. Guys!! He can be the perfect example how you supposed to act. :)

When I listen to the soundtrack, it always brings back the memories from last year's winter, when the whole thing came out in Hungary. I remember that I saw the book's poster everywhere, and I thought that it must have to be a big crap. But I saw the movie, and I felt that I HAVE to read it, and it was way better. I used to read it all day, and listen to its music. And it was around November, December, so it brings out my Christmas memories too. It just came to my mind, cause I've started to listen to it again.

So I only can commend it to anybody. This story will change something in you, but if it isn't, well,  it's a wonderful book.

XOXO, LD

Warning!! Do not wear high-heels for twelve hours!

Last night was our well organised fresher's ball. As we know I was one of the four girls who ran the tea-room. We started the whole settlement at 1.30pm. We had to mess up all the tables, just to get six little places where people can drink and talk, far away from the monotonic disco, which was in the other side of the school.....Back to the point! Then we had to put spreads and candles onto each tables. The point was that we had to light so much candles so we didn't need the lamps at all. At around 3pm all the candles were lighting and the tables looked beatufil but the counter where the mugs and teas were supposed to be were nowhere. For 4pm. some people wanted go in, but we didn't have hot water, cause we wanted to heat four kettles in the same time and it was too much energy for the school, and the power passed. Ridiculous! When they fixed it, it was 4:15. Our first guest was my harshest teacher. But she was fine, just her tea wasn't. It was cold. Failure!! So during the evening my hand burnt down, Some jerks wanted my phone number, we heated milk in the knettles which we musn't do, we gave out the hot chocolate with milk, but my teacher said that we sould do it with water, we sang some songs in the karaoke part of the evening, and we slowly arrived to 8pm which meant: THE PARTY'S OVER! But we had to clean up all the mess, and wash up the hundreds of the dirty mugs. I got home at around 9:15pm. I had a headache, my legs were hurting from the high heels, which I wore for more than twelve hours, and my stomach was hurting too, because I didn't eat anything all day. Just breakfast. So I felt really bad, and I went to sleep. In the morning I realised that I'm bit sick. My nose is running, and I'm so tired. I didn't do much today, I tried to rest and just doing nothing. But really, I don't feel very well. I think I'm going to shower, and then I'll slip into bed and watch TV.

But really what do you think? How do you guys drink hot chocolate? With milk or water? 

XOXO, LD

Sunshine, self-knowledge, pigs and a lot more!

Let me start my fairy tale!

Once upon a time, when I woke up I saw the sun shining for the first time this month! My mood turned out the best, and I even sang some songs in the bathroom while I was getting ready for school. I was whistling even when I realised that I have to bring two heavy bags for school. I stepped out my house happily, but I was neorvous too, knowing that something will bring me down, but nothing happened. Actually I got some remarks that I look really good today but that was all. Me and my friends were doing the last arragements today about the fresher's ball. We had to sing too in front of the senior class. It was embarassing....but they were enjoying it and they were singing with us. Then I had two exams today, but they went pretty good at all. So nothing had disturbed me.

We have a new lesson on thursday. It's self-knowledge. It's about ourselfs, and like the teacher said, he want us to have a healthy self-esteem, and to be honest, I think I don't have one. I mean a healthy one. I don't know why....sometimes I'm like a little grey mouse in the corner of a crumbling building. But the exercises are a bit confusing. Today we did a game, the point was that each of us had to say an adjective which characterize us, but we couldn't say the one that they said before. The girls just mucked my two ideas. Nice and impatient. So I said trustworthy. He asked each of us why we chose this, while I was laughing in a girl who is as big as a pig and her ego is like the effeil towel. She was sitting in a chair in a skirt, and she pulled up both her legs, and everything was showing. I wasn't the only one who laughed!! So I'm not that mean. I'm trustworthy! :D

When I got home I had to bake some cookies, cause every girl need to bring some for the ball. So I finished it up at 5pm. It's 7.30pm alredy, and I want to go to shower but I had to learn too, and I need to paint my nails, cause they looks soo bad. Ahhh! :)

XOXO, LD