History, maps, cats and even more

Yay! I have a free day tomorrow! No school, no waking up early, and no learning! 

Well, if you follow me on twitter, you must have to know that everytime when I have to learn history I loose all my pep for a life. It was the same yesterday. I had to learn sooo much history, and guess what?! I was the lucky one who had to tell the whole lesson to the teacher. In the break before the class, we were talking about who is going to write an exam or tell it to the teacher. I told them that I'm going to be, but they said that some jerk is going to go. So they were looking at me with wide-opened mouth when they heard my name from the teacher's mouth. And you guys know that I hate doing anything in front of a lot of people, well yet if it's necessary to speak. But thank god, the teacher just gave exercises to the class, so I could sit next to her, and tell her everything. I was a little bit freaky with the that wicked map, showing every towns, and cities that I had been talking about. I hate maps, and I'll hate them forever. Even in the end I was weird cause she just asked me about the previous curricula, and I just forgot about it at all. I mean I wrote an A marked exam about that, and I couldn't say anything. But that's okay, she said that I learnt it wonderfuly, and she gave me an A. I couldn't say any thank yous.

Also, I've ordered a book like on last week's Thursday, and I still didn't get it. I have to finish it for the 1st of February, but I don't how I will, cause my friend was at the bookshop and they said that they're doing some kind of an inventory, and those books which had been ordered might arrive a week later. So I can expect it for next week's Wednesday. That's no too good. I don't know how I'm gonna read it out. If anyone is interested it's Oliver Wilde's Picture of Dorian Gray. It will be an "interesting" book. I heard weird thing about it.

And awwww! My mom went away this afternoon cause she had to buy some food. So the point is that she called me when she got home, cause she wanted me to help her carrying the bags into the house. When I stepped out of the door, a little kitty was looking at me, like at the Shrek movie. My heart melted in that moment. I feel sooo sorry for those pets, who just got rejected. I mean when the baases just got bored of their pets and they throw them out. I could kill these people. So I started patting it, and I just wanted to let it in the house but my mom didn't let me. She says that I want to adopt every pet that I find. And that's true. My heart broke into million pieces when I closed the door in front of its face. It's so sad!

And last but not least! Today...spinning! Wooohoo! Ok, I'm not really that happy. Actually I don't have energy to do it, but after all I feel way better If I do it then If I don't. And I can sleep tomorrow. So that's the only reason why I go today. And my sister asked me to, so that's an another thing which is important to me! Love her! So now, I'm going to pack for the working out! Have a great afternoon!

XOXO, LD

Girls living the wrong lives?

Since I do spinnig, I’m way too tired. I’m arguing with my friends about childish things, and I think it’s not the way it’s supposed to be.

I mean everyone says that if we do sports we’ll be fitter. That’s so false. Or maybe there’s just something wrong with me. Even when I could sleep this morning for two more hours. I felt really tired. My eyes were really heavy when I tried to stay them open. I had only four classes but during this time I argued with Merci like 5 times or I don’t know. We both were tired, but me…Gosh…I was just unbearable. Some other friends asked me too, if there’s something wrong with us or no. So yeah, maybe I should stay in my bed all day, and I won’t insult anyone.

Not to forget…My grammar teacher took a 45minutes long “talk” about 16 years-old-girls-and-the-wrong-way-of-life instead of a grammar class. Just because she spotted a girl in high heeled-boots. Actually it wasn’t that high-heeled, mines were higher, but later she spotted mine too. So she said that we shouldn’t walk in high heels in our age, and we shouldn’t dye our hair ( OK, that makes sense) and we mustn’t use any make-up. Of course I was in high heels, had make-up on, and my hair is dyed (ok, mine is just tinted, I didn’t use haircolor). The point is that she was looking at me very often. But come one that’s something that I can’t change. Since I was 8 or 9 I have brushes and eye shadows in my hands. I grew up using make up, and I used to do it for school too since 7^th grade. I’m not that girl who rather hides in the darkest corner of her room instead of going out without make-up. I love my face without it, I just love to do it. That’s it. If she doesn’t like it, don’t look at my face. Anyways, almost every girl use make-up in my class…so I wasn’t the only one.

She was talking about the false nails too, but I don’t have false nails. Merci has. J Or there was the classic theme about making “friends” at discos, and if you go into them they look at you like fresh “meat”. Thank Godness I don’t like these places at all. I won’t ever go into any. Not even make “friends” there. Come one! I meant guy “friends”!

When I got home I made french fries to myself….that was my luch. And I hardly could make myself to learn history. Oh and my sister bought me the Gone with the wind’s sequel Scarlett. It has 948 pages. When I’m gonna read it out?

XOXO, LD

Getting stuck between many feelings

Have you ever had a feeling like you don't really know how you're feeling? Cause right now, I just have a lot of feelings, and I can't even seperate one from the other one. 

Let's just forget about it. I'm tired, and it's late here! That has to be the reason. Tomorrow I went spinning, with a bunch of friends as you know, and it was just terrible. I mean, don't get me wrong, it was good, and for sure, I was strewing it to Merci, and of course she got on the occasion, so we're going tomorrow too. After school!!!!! You have to know that today, when I woke up I felt good actually cause I slept more then 10 hours. But after like 5 minutes I was really tired. And still I am. I don't have a clue how I'm gonna go to school on Tuesday.

My luck that I don't have school on Thursday, cause the teachers have something to do. So my sister fell in love with the spinning too, and she wants me to go with her on Wednesday. I don't know what to do. I mean I HAVE to go cause I promised her, but gosh! I went on Saturday, I'm going tomorrow on Monday, and Wednesday?!!! I'm gonna look like Arnold Schwarzenegger.Okay, maybe not, but it's still risky. :)

In the first half hour my main thoughts were that I'm gonna throw up, fell off the cycle and die. You can imagine that feeling, I hope. And we still had an another half hour. I wasn't in trainings since the beggining of December. I shall start it slowly, but I was stupid as always. Tomorrow I'm gonna be smarter. HOPE SO!

I'm really sorry for that mess what I wrote down tonight, I'm just really-really a rag today. I just thought that I should write something, cause tomorrow I won't have energy, I think! So again, I'm really sorry! Good night everyone!

XOXO, LD

Spinning,presents, on-set romance..etc.

Hey guys! Tomorrow I'll have a spinnig class with Merci, my sister, my form master, and an another friend. Actually I'm really excited, but I'm nervous too because of a couple things.

1. I have never tried spinning before, and I think I'll look like an idiot, while I'll try to keep up with everyone. I'm gonna make a fool of myself in front of a bunch of people. You guys are probably know now, but I tell you again. I'm really bad at puclib speeking, or any other thing where I have to stand in front of a lot of people. I HATE when everyone is looking at me. It is dusturbing me all the time. My hands starts to sweat, and I forget everything what was in my mind. But two thigs are comforting me. My sister and my friend haven't done spinning before too, so I wouldn't be the only one.

2. I'm so curious what will my form master think about my sister. I mean she won't tell me, but if she and Merci will talk, I'll get it out of Merci somehow. I wanna know what she is thinking about her, just because I really love her. I mean my sister.

Merci is persuading me for a long time now, and I thought that "Okay, I'll go to that wicked spinning, just leave me alone". I'm way tooooooooooo LAZY. And we even go an hour earlier bacuse they want to work-out before the training. I couldn't believe in my ears. My luck that our form master (OMG let's call her Stacy, cause I'm full of that "form master" thing), Stacy drive us to the gym. Casue, yes, the strike is still going on. So, if she wouldn't drive us, we would have to go an another hour earlier. Just to walk there. What a crap!

Lately, I've been thinking about Merci's 16th birthday present as you know. I think I won't buy any lush products, cause I was thinking. I want to give her something that she'll remember after a few years later too. I mean, If I give her a lush gift bag, she'll use it all up in like a month, and she'll never remember what she got from me. Maybe if she'll fall in love with it as me. But I just want her to remember for her 16th birthday. I mean okay, it's not a big deal, she's not turning 21 even 18 but It's different a little bit then 15. So I thought about wallets. She wants one since this fall. I didn't buy her one for Christmas, cause the bag, which I bought to her was way too expensive to buy a wallet too. So now I'm thinking about one, and a juicy couture bracelet. But I don't know.....I'm still thinking.

And OMG! I've just found out that Channing Tatum and Jemma Dewan are actually married. I didn't even know that they are together, and when I heard that they got married I almost fainted. What a cute couple. I love on-and-off-screen couples. Like: Vanessa Hudgens&Zac Efron, Ashley Greene&Jackson Rathbone, Miley Cyrus&Liam Hemsworth....etc. These are the sweetest things that ever can happen. Awwww

XOXO, LD

Review: Lush creamy candy bubble bar

You guys don't know that eventually I went back to the Lush store and I had to buy just one bubble bar, which is the Creamy candy one as the title says. I was so excited to try it out all week long, and today I just made myself to clean out my bath, and take a lush bath.

I only used the half of the bar, and I think it made enough bubbles. Just the water wasn't pink at all, but maybe If I would put the whole bar in it it will turne out light pink. I don't know. So when I got in, I immediately burned my legs down. The water was too hot. :)

But I fixed it, and I have to say that the water was softer. Or I don't know. It was not like when I just have a usual bath. It was so soft, and easy. Maybe I'm just hallucinating, cause everyone said in every videos I watched, that the water was really smooth, and moisturising. But I felt something like that too. And OMG! The smell was just amazing. I still can smell it on my skin, and on my bathrobe. Even my sister asked that what is that sweet scent, and she was in the in my room, which is really far! I was wondering that I should buy soaps and shampoos in the same scent, and I would smell like a lush store. So it was really relaxing, and I will totally buy some other things from lush in this month.

So tomorrow I have only 35minutes long classes, and I'm so happy about that. But I still have to walk to school, cause the strike is still going on. My hands are soo dry, cause it's so cold out here.

XOXO, LD